"I am not going to live for long."....Nirupama said, with a blank stare.
That took Soham a bit by surprise.. He took a few seconds to digest what he heard.....Nirupama seemed to be serious with regards to what she just said.... Soham looked at her....she seemed to be perfectly fine....in fact she looked better than how he had seen her before.....and sexier too.....though he tried to tell himself that he should not be thinking of her like that.....but it was difficult to control the thought....and may be it was not her fault.....it would be difficult for any man not to have lascivious desires for the gorgeous woman sitting in front of him.
But Nirupama was not just any woman to Soham.....she was no longer related to her, at least legally....but she had been the step mother to him for quite a few years, before his father's second marriage fell through....but that did not stop Soham to still consider her as the only motherly figure he had known....for he had never got to see his biological mom, who had passed away while giving birth to him..
Soham was 23 years old and was a second year student in the Medical college. He used to live with his father who was now separated from Nirupama. Nirupama was 38 years old now and living by herself. She did not marry again after getting divorced from Sohams' father 3 years back.
"What happened mom? Why are you saying that?"....Soham said, with a concerned voice.
Nirupama gave a dry smile..."It is amusing that you still call me that way, but that is why you are the only person I care about and why I called you today to discuss this."
That was indeed the reality....Nirupama was 38 years old and she had been married three times, the last one being with Soham's father....but none of her marriages lasted for long.....but for the three years that she had been with Soham's dad, she had developed a close bond with Soham. He was the closest being to the child she never had herself. And even after getting separated from Soham's father, she continued to be in touch with Soham who used to visit her regularly. In spite of their age gap, they had developed a bond which was based on affection and openness and never hesitated to discuss anything frankly.
"But what is the matter, Mom? You are getting me worried.".....Soham said again in a concerned tone.
"I think I have some abnormal growth in my throat....it is not something natural.....it may be a tumour....though the doctor did not confirm it.....and that is why I want to create a Will....to declare you as my heir....for I do not have anyone else to leave everything to."....Nirupama said....letting out a silent sigh.
"Forget about the legal inheritance and all those things....regarding this abnormal growth you are talking about....did you consult any doctor? For how long have you had this?"....Soham asked. He was genuinely concerned now....for he really cared about his former step mother.
"I think I always had this in my throat....but it was a lot smaller.....but now it has grown.....that is what alarmed me....and I did visit a Doctor.....She did examine me, but it was....you know.... kind of embarrassing."....Nirupama said.
"Embarrassing!...what do you mean?"....Soham asked...a bit surprised...
"Leave it!.....there is no point in talking about it."...Nirupama tried to divert the topic.....even though she and Soham were very frank about most topics, she was still a bit embarrassed to discuss this with Soham whom she considered like her own son.
"Come on Mom!....tell me please....you have always said that I could always talk about anything openly with you....I never hide anything from you, right?....you only told me that you considered me as your best friend.....then why will you not tell me about it?".....Soham insisted.
Nirupama was silent for a few seconds....and then said...with a sober tone...."While he was examining the growth in my throat, that made me....".....she hesitated a bit...."Don't know how to say it....you may consider me as crazy....but that made me extremely excited"
"Excited!....like what?"....Soham was now very surprised.
Nirupama looked down at the floor...she felt embarrassed to talk about it.....but she had no one else to talk to about her problems...."You are grown up to be a man now....so maybe I can tell you about it....when the doctor was examining the spot in my throat....I got extremely turned on.....and...."....Nirupama stopped..
"And what?"....Soham asked.....barely able to conceal his curiosity
"I came! For the first time in my life."....Nirupama uttered with difficulty in a low voice...
There was silence in the room for a few seconds...as absurd was whatever Nirupama said just now.....Soham understood she was telling the truth.....as she did not have any reason not to....and she had never lied to him...
Soham could see that Nirupama was embarrassed and troubled at the same time....He got up and walked over to the sofa where Nirupama was sitting and sat beside her....he then put his palm over her shoulder in an assuring way.....and then said...."Mom, it's ok....Look at me!....you know how much I love you and care for you, right?....So you can tell me about it.....just like I once told you about my masturbation issue....and you helped me with your guidance, right?.....you always told me that we should always be like best friends.....so please tell me everything.....I know you are in pain"
Nirupama glanced at Soham.....her eyes were moist....she rested her head on Soham's shoulder....and felt at peace....."Baby, you know I had three divorces, right?.....All were my fault....I never could really feel any passion with any man in the bed.....including your father....that left me extremely frustrated....I tried my best....but I could never have that feeling, you know what I mean.....in the bed."
Soham was glad that Nirupama confided to share these private details with him......he was getting a bit turned on with this conversation....but at the same time he wanted to help her...."Mom. you know I used to masturbate many times.....I had told you.....so did you not try that?.....I mean.....to take care of your needs yourself"
"I tried, but did not feel anything.....I could never cum....all these years.....till last week, when the doctor examined me....it was so embarrassing....but it was so pleasing....it makes me even more sad now for what I have missed all these years." Soham thought for a minute....he did not know what to tell her.....then he thought about something and said....."Did the doctor give any report after the examination?" "Yes, she did a full body checkup and the report came out two days later....I could not understand anything written in the report....it was all like Hebrew to me....I was so embarrassed after last time that I did not go to the doctor again."......Nirupama handed over a file with the report to Soham. Soham opened the file and looked at the report....He was a medical student and therefore the medical terms in the report were not alien to him....After reading the report he was extremely astonished but at the same time relieved.
He looked at Nirupama, and with a smile on his face, said...."Mom!.....you know what....you need not worry about anything....what you have in your throat is very abnormal ....but it is not a tumour or anything like that."
"Then what is it?"....Nirupama asked...
"Mom, forgive me!......But I have to tell you about it.....You said all your life you could never have the feeling, right?.....That is because you do not have the pleasure centre of the reproductive anatomy where it is located for all other females....it is the clitoris....it is a birth defect for you....that it is not located where it should be....but inside your throat."....Soham said....with a serious but cheerful note this time...
"What?!".....Nirupama exclaimed.
"That is true Mom!....Does it not all make sense now?.....that is why you have always been so unsatisfied all your life.....and all your marriages fell through.....because your pleasure organ was located at the wrong place".....Soham said with a giggle..."And it has grown a bit more now which is very natural for a woman of your age....as most women reach their sexual peak at around age of 40."
Nirupama felt a lot relieved now....she was ok for Soham to discuss this with her.....for she considered him not only like her child but as her best friend too.... She then gave a light slap on Soham's cheek and said...."Now stop giggling.....this may sound fun to you....but this is not fun for me, ok?....now I understand the reason why I had such a wretched sex life."
Soham responded in a calm tone..."Mom!.....it's not too late yet....you still have such great looks....and such a great body....any man would fall for you....in fact you know what....I myself cannot help but glance at you from time to time....so while you have lost so many years of good sex life.....you can still try to catch up!"
"Huh!.....you have grown to be smart, now.....I am not your biological or legal mom.....but I am still your mom....you know that.....and still you look at me like that.....but regardless of that.....you know how stupid you sound....I still will have the same problem with any man in bed."....Nirupama rolled her eyes and said...while waving her hands...
"Not necessarily mom! You just need to improvise".....Soham said..
"Improvise!.....what do you mean by that?"......Nirupama looked at Soham and asked.....with a frown....
"Don't beat me up for saying it, mom!.....but this is probably the only way.....you understand now why you came while the doctor examined that spot inside your throat, right?....your clit inside your throat needs to be stimulated for you to enjoy the sex.....so what you need to do.....is....".....Soham paused for a second and then said...."Mom...not sure if you have ever watched an adult film....but your solution may be right there....I think if you perform....what they call....Deep throat.....then you will be able to enjoy a healthy sex life."....as Soham said it, he could feel his own cock twitch inside his underwears....he tried to shift his legs to hide his own discomfort....
That movement did not escape Nirupama's eyes.....but what Soham just said struck her senses like a hammer on a bell....she gulped as she tried to comprehend the act that Soham had suggested....with her cheeks having got flushed red....